It's been a number of days since last I "blogged". Sounds something similar to vomiting or some other bodily reaction..... Never the less here I am. "The days have gone down in the west..." from whence my visions of joy and a semi-happy life came. I am a mere 22 days out from the final commencement of my divorce proceedings. While some small part of my inner-being is rejoicing in this knowledge the remainder of "me" has begun to realize the finality of it all. The joy that was once felt ...

January 21, 2004 I find myself in the middle of a divorce that I did not want. For two years I have been trying to make a marriage work that just wasn't going to work. Please keep in mind that my ex-wife tried for alot more years before that and due to my lack on foresight, it was simply too late. I have come to realize that I valued that relationship more than I had ever given credit before but as the old saying goes "You don't know what you have until it's gone....". Unfortunately there...

I would like to introduce myself. My name is Mark Steward. I am 29 years old and have six wonderful children to dote upon. I will often ramble on about my ongoing divorce, my children, life in general, and whatever else "Tickles My Fancy" at the time. Please feel free to comment on anything here although I would ask that derrogitory remarks be kept to yourself. Constructive criticisms, advice, or general comments are always welcome..... Enjoy my small slice of perspective on what we all ...